Reality?
January 19, 2012 Filed Under: Boys 347 words
> Boys > Reality?“Looking around the room, I saw racks of clothing and undergarments on the shelves. I saw neutral colors and a lot of girly pink colors. I began to shuffle through the racks of clothes, until I saw his face. I glanced to my left and I saw a 6 ft guy with hazel eyes and brown hair. He had a welcoming smile that lit up the whole room. He took my left hand and led me out of the store. Once we got out, we headed toward the park across the street. I jumped up around his waist and held his hands in my head. Staring into his eyes, I began to kiss him softly, and we progressed to more passionate kisses. I felt like I was on top of the world, it was the best kiss that I ever had. For the first time I was not embarrassed by showing off my PDA (public display of affection). It felt right and it felt good. This went on for a couple of times. He would take my hand and we would start “making-out”. We kissed on my couch, standing up, in public, at school and just everywhere….”
But then I woke up…
When I woke up I realized that the guy I was dreaming about was this guy named Brian. He went to my school, but graduated in 2011 and is currently enrolled in college. I was never really friends with him, so it was weird. He went on a Europe trip that I went on with my school during spring break last year. All I remember was that he liked to drink a lot. He is not gorgeous looking, but he isn’t bad either. I wonder what this dream meant. My boyfriend and I just broke up two weeks ago, but I know I am not looking for anyone else. Maybe this is a sign that I just like to be “close” to someone, but why with Brian? Maybe I am just over analyzing a simple dream, however I felt very happy after I woke up.
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I think that since you broke up with your boyfriend you’re probably well over him, and you’re probably willing to accept a new relationship soon, and you’re probably ready for it. I think we all have our little tendencies and desires though, and sometimes we do just dream of kissing someone or making out with someone even if we don’t really have feelings towards them or know them that well. I am sure you’d do similar things when you daydream, but they’d make more sense because you have control over your subconscious.
I don’t really like to analyse dreams but if they’re scary or they bear some coincidence to what’s going on in my life, then I might think it ‘means’ something but more often than not, I just dream about something I’ve been thinking about lately. XD
I totally agree with you about the media. I learned about it in my last few years of school and throughout my Bachelors degree. The truth is just tantalised and twisted so that networks can get higher ratings and views, things are just exaggerated.
As for YouTube, gotta love the cooking! I subscribed to a few cooking vloggers and I learn a lot too. I am not a very good cook but I enjoy watching those videos and I learn! Back in 2006 YouTube was small and there was more a sense of community. It’s just evolved into a place where people just bash their keyboards out and talk trash and are really obnoxious.
Also, I heard that SOPA was put on hold, but it’s all just exaggerated… so I don’t really follow with it. It was put forward by a guy who knows pretty much nothing about the internet. After the protests I don’t think it’ll go ahead, and if so, it won’t be very forced. I don’t really want to lose my site, but then again if things have to happen… sometimes there isn’t much we can do but protest and do what we’ve been doing.
Tiffany! Of course I remember you! How can’t I? With our long conversations and everything I obviously do.
I am so glad to see that you are back in the website world! It’s been such a long time.
I’m sorry to hear about your breakup. I hope you’re doing fine, and I think the symbolism of your dream is that you should be happy with friends, since Brian was one of your friends. Friends are there to help and support you, but as for the kissing and making out part I’m not sure what to make out of it.
How are you?! It’s been really a long time!
i like to think of dreams as the subconscious running wild. while we’re sleeping, the brain adds multiple memories together, and make aunrealitc one instead. i don’t think they neccesary have to mean something special, but maybe you miss the feeling of being close to someone and have a boyfriend (?) haha it’s really hard to analyze dreams!!
i’m sorry you and your boyfriend broke up though, i hope you’re feeling ok!! (:
Wow, I wish I could dream of something that I can actually relate to real life. I always dream of stupid things.. things I want in my life but I can’t get ..
I don’t know.
Anyways that dream sounds interesting. I’m not good at analyzing but it may be a sign you’ll meet someone better?
It’s a bummer to hear that you broke up a couple of week ago. But then again things happen for a reason. I’ts one of those “oh well so swell” cases. But your dream is just weird. It doesn’t necessarily mean you like Brian. Usually you have dreams of people because of what you saw/thought before you went to sleep. Like perhaps, you skimmed through his last facebook status/picture/update making him appear in your dreams? :O That happens to me sometimes. It’s just the idea of the relationship that’s the main point. Dreams are weird ‘~’.
I want to go to University of California, Irvine. Otherwise, any other universities that I applied to that’s close like UC Riverside. I’m prepared for march, as always xD! D: I forgot to send in my act scores too. fml. D:
I hope it’s seniority takes place in band ‘~’. But then again, I’d understand your situation. I was stuck with an icky and broken clarinet the first time.
The Cyber Defense is a national competition where different schools do to see who can have the best defended computer/system.
Take care ;D
I think that you’re right, it isn’t necessarily pointing towards Brian, but towards someone. It’s always good to have someone close to you. My friend loves to look through her dreams, but sometimes she goes so far beneath the surface she looses the big picture.
I’m really sorry you and your boyfriend broke up! I hope you’re okay!
I am so sorry to hear about the end of your relationship. I would love to tell you what your dream means, but I have trouble translating my own.
Best of luck!