Reality?

January 19, 2012   Filed Under: Boys   347 words

“Looking around the room, I saw racks of clothing and undergarments on the shelves. I saw neutral colors and a lot of girly pink colors. I began to shuffle through the racks of clothes, until I saw his face. I glanced to my left and I saw a 6 ft guy with hazel eyes and brown hair. He had a welcoming smile that lit up the whole room. He took my left hand and led me out of the store. Once we got out, we headed toward the park across the street. I jumped up around his waist and held his hands in my head. Staring into his eyes, I began to kiss him softly, and we progressed to more passionate kisses. I felt like I was on top of the world, it was the best kiss that I ever had. For the first time I was not embarrassed by showing off my PDA (public display of affection). It felt right and it felt good. This went on for a couple of times. He would take my hand and we would start “making-out”. We kissed on my couch, standing up, in public, at school and just everywhere….”

But then I woke up…

When I woke up I realized that the guy I was dreaming about was this guy named Brian. He went to my school, but graduated in 2011 and is currently enrolled in college. I was never really friends with him, so it was weird. He went on a Europe trip that I went on with my school during spring break last year. All I remember was that he liked to drink a lot. He is not gorgeous looking, but he isn’t bad either. I wonder what this dream meant. My boyfriend and I just broke up two weeks ago, but I know I am not looking for anyone else. Maybe this is a sign that I just like to be “close” to someone, but why with Brian? Maybe I am just over analyzing a simple dream, however I felt very happy after I woke up.