fatish

March 8, 2010   Filed Under: Uncategorized   194 words

Young Money-Vita Chambers (it’s free on itunes this week)

i feel fat. okay, not fat. But largely chubbier then before. I put on weight since summer, and i fucking hate it. I see my friends, some of them, are as thin as a stick and i am jealous. I really shouldn’t be cause i should love myself… right? BUT BLAHHHHh to that shat. Everyone knows its hard. Everyone knows it. I never thought in my life, that i would feel fat, i never cared about my weight.. but now i do? I went up a pant sized, and i was like %^%&*, yes you can put letters to those symbols. Anyway i realized that after i didn’t play field hockey this fall, i got fatter. I think it was the depression that got to me so i kept eating and eating.. and guess what i did more of, eating. lmfao.

So how do i get skinnier? I’ve been doing Wii EA active, but does that help? i’ve been trying to eat healthier does that help. I need help and ideas. so please help:)

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